We've read Yu Qiuyu's "The Messenger" last week.
Let's read his
"Weight of Thirty Years" today.
Please turn to page 431 .
Among the unending phone calls
I suddenIy hear the voice of an old man.
It's my Chinese teacher. . .
...from high schooI 30 years ago, Mr. Mu Ni.
It was lost during the Cultural Revolution.
The old man said, Can you draw me another one?
For my collection when I am old?
Memories of the early sixties appear.
High school life was tough but happy.
The children knew by instinct
these teachers...
...were under political pressure.
We couldn't afford New Year greeting cards.
We could only draw our own on blank paper.
No matter what we wrote or what we drew
it was no better than any other student.
We've aIready forgotten the way we used to draw.
We can only use the hands of two middle-aged men
to rolI up 30 years of sweetness and bitterness
to Iet you feel the great Iove that lasts.
Yu Qiuyu's "The Weight of Thirty Years"
Think of the time
when you feeI the weight.
This is the topic for this week's assignment.
Good-bye. Good-bye.
Miss, what are you doing?
You haven't paid yet.
I'm sorry.
She's my sister. i'm paying for her.
Hello. Yes, I'll pick her up later.
I got some things to do now. Thanks.
My name is Yip. l'm out of a job and l've 2 dogs.
They wouId be starving without me.
You ran away from home?
Rosa kicked me out.
We had a fight yesterday.
I've no choice cause I was Iiving under her roof.
You can't steal stuff even if you're penniless.
Do you have any friends here?
Who cares?
All I want to do is eat!
One coffee, please.
(Did others say you look lovely when you're sleeping? Jin)
Don't you have anything you want to do?
Why does everyone ask me the same question?
Rosa does it too.
She says I'm wasting my time.
And that she'II Iook down on me too one day.
She kicked me out because of the fight.
Αctually, she cherishes me.
But she was too nosy and always babbIing.
You are different. You are so soft and gentIe.
Sorry, l'm treating you like my students.
So, teII me one of your secrets and we'Il calI it even?
Call it even?
I've never left school for 30 years.
From high schooI to university to being a teacher.
I just go from one school to another.
That's not a secret.
I used to visit a friend a Iot in Macau.
She was my best friend...
... who became a nun at 23.
It'll be hard at times.
Just tell me about it, no one would blame you.
(Did others say you look lovely when you're sleeping? Jin)
Cry to me whenever you want to,
just treat me to dinner.
You can cry as loud as you want.
Thank you.
The company is nearby.
I'lI go by myseIf. No need to wait for me.
Bye.
How did you find me?
There're only a few girls' school
in this area.
You have to read it.
Hurry up! Come on, hurry up!
Wait for me.
It's raining.
Really?
Look.
I don't feel it. l'm not a Iamp post.
That tastes sour.
I'm back at Rosa's place. I wanted to return your money.
But then I decided to make you dinner instead.
How about this Saturday?
You can bring Ting Ting along.
And yes, you asked me what l wanted to do?
There are two things i wanted to do.
Find a girl
and a suitabIe job.
I don't think i have to telI anyone about this.
And l'm not sure when I can succeed.
I dreamt about you that night.
If you want to know about my dream,
you'Il have to come on Saturday.
Come on, hurry up.
You Iive here aIone?
Get up! Hurry, l want you to see this.
Get up!
I'm very tired.
Hurry up!
Hello, HeIIo...
Rosa, who is it?
I don't know...
I'm having dinner with my friends from university on Saturday.
I'lI bring Ting Ting along and be back a bit late.
Great, go and have fun.
Go and do some shopping.
You haven't bought yourself anything for some time.
What? Eat.
When butterflies fly away
So does the heart
In the long night who shall come
To dry a face fuIl of tears
Yearning for a little dependence
Yearning for a little love
An old acquaintance is too hard to end
Resulting in a heart fulI of grief
How can one endure
The guessing here, the bIaming there...
When I was thirteen, I slept with a girl one day.
She smelled so good...
... and was holding me alI along.
Then...
I put my hand inside her body.
And she started to cry.
That's the only thing I know how to do.
I thought about it for a long time.
And l'm still afraid to telI you.
Because l don't want you to be angry.
You onIy treat me as a good friend.
And now l'm totaIly lost.
I've hinted at it many times already.
I had no idea. Nobody ever treated me like this.
What is it?
A birthmark.
You were here all along.
What?
You've been acting strange lateIy.
Is it because i was always working and negIected you?
Bye-bye, Miss Wu. Bye-bye.
Bye-bye, see you tomorrow.
Deedee. Mocha.
This is Deedee and this is Mocha.
They just Iook fierce but are actuaIly very timid.
I found them in the streets.
I prepared a lot of food.
Didn't you say this is Rosa's home?
Where is she?
That's what you've been worrying about?
Rosa is busy right now at her boutique.
And l told her you'Il be coming.
Someone wilI bring us a cake later.
Didn't l mention it's my birthday today?
You onIy said that you'd tell me about...
about my dream.
I just want to see you on my birthday.
Do you always become nervous so easily?
Deedee! Mocha! Go inside!
Ting Ting is turning one, right?
Yes. She's Iearning to waIk.
She likes music a lot. EspecialIy Nirvana.
"Smells like Teen Spirits"
Cool.
Ming says babies can't telI the difference.
But i know she can.
I believe you.
I recognize some words by three.
My father didn't believe me. But my mother knew.
She bought me a lot of books.
When others were learning words in primary schooI
I was already reading Gu Long's noveIs.
CIasses were so boring l started to daydream.
I knew nothing about Math and my schooIwork was terrible.
I wanted to kiss you when I first saw you.
I was afraid you'd be mad at me.
That's why l've come up with so many excuses.
I...
I've never been so afraid.
I'm married and l have a kid.
But i keep thinking about you.
It's ok. i won't force you.
Let's eat...
or i won't be abIe to control myseIf.
Gosh, you guys are having a feast without me.
You pretty thing! You must be Flavia, right?
You nasty girl,
you dish me right away when you see pretty woman.
I'd better go and feed the baby.
Oh she didn't tell me you were a...
WeIl, she's always liked oIder woman.
You Ieft the boutique aIone, what are you doing here?
What did l do? I got you a birthday cake.
Today's my birthday. Can you just Ieave me alone?
OK, fine. i'll leave you guys alone.
Just don't take advantage of married women.
Don't mind Rosa.
This cake looks good!
But she was very angry. How can you treat her Iike that?
You silly girl. She's not my girlfriend.
Εvery time I bring a girl home she'Il make fun of her.
Don't let her bother you.
Do you really like oIder woman?
Did i say i Iike you?
I've never seen anyone over 30 who's so shy.
You're the second one. The first one became a nun.
Jin, l'm coming.
Give me a hand, Jin.
Were we not having loved ones? Though only once in a while.
Were we not having food for our mouths? Though it's not enough.
Were we not having a place to live in? Though it smeIls.
Were we not always better than somebody else?
Tell me when you want to stop.
Sorry.
It's ok.
She's fine.
Find a job and forget about me.
I don't know what i was doing just now.
Just pretend that we never met.
We've met and that's a fact. I won't pretend.
You can always re-take the exam if you work hard.
I can't do this any Ionger.
I don't want to give up either.
Time to wake up! I'm making you breakfast.
How come you seIdom talk about your family?
I talk about them alI the time.
FIavia, keep this for me.
Don't run around with your wedding dress.
Let's give grandpa a kiss.
Just Iike that. I proposed.
And she accepted. That's the whoIe story.
Why don't you go to Canada?
I didn't say l won't go.
"Since 9 am this morning, peopIe started approaching"
"Tiananmen Square from every direction."
"The parade is filled with happiness."
"Αs if everyone found a common language. . ."
"...and a common beIief."
"The crowd is soaking up the atmosphere."
I don't want to work like this anymore.
Please stay a little Ionger.
How do you pay the money back?
This is not my business.
I am a singer only, not a clown.
Are you naive or what? it's your job.
Please.
Fuck off.
Li Bai was more sensitive and romantic.
He liked drinking.
Du Fu's poems were more patriotic...
... and socially oriented.
Mrs. Lam.
Sorry! Samantha and Muriel...
I'm sorry, Miss Wu.
I didn't know they were not at school.
Muriel's parents came to scold us this morning.
Muriel was beaten by her father and was bleeding.
So I let her stay at my place.
I told them to go to school everyday. l did.
This is Samantha. I can't take your call right now.
Please Ieave a message.
Do you hear the people sing?
Singing the song of angry men?
It is the music of a peopIe
who will not be sIaves again!
When the beating of your heart
echoes the beating of the drums
There is a Iife about to start when tomorrow comes!
Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Beyond the barricade is there a world you long to see?
We all have our rights.
If people lose their human rights,
then what is the point of being human?
Hello? Mom?
Don't cry! Tell me what happened.
It's fine.
Have you found them?
Not yet.
If there's no news of them by tomorrow, we'lI have to caIl the police.
FIavia.
What?
Where have you been? Why didn't you go to school?
You got your parents very worried.
Are you alright?
Miss Wu, you must help us.
I don't want to be separated from Muriel.
Come over first.
Go back home, it'll be aIright.
They scolded us.
A lot of people are like us actually.
What can I do?
My Dad wants me to go back to Canada.
Please heIp us.
We can't go home. My dad'll kiIl me.
Money! Can you lend us money to run away?
I'lI pay you back when l can earn some money.
Stay here tonight.
I'lI take you home tomorrow.
There're a Iot of things you can't rush.
You'll only hurt yourself if you're too impatient.
You shouldn't do this.
The students are becoming les... and running away from home.
Instead of calIing their parents,
you let them stay at your place.
They're kids but you're a grown up.
You don't know what it feels like to be separated.
This song is called "Never". It was written 9 years ago.
The song says he never went anywhere.
He could onIy afford meals at 8 dollars. But he was happy.
Have you heard this before? No.
Never been to U.S..
Never been to England.
Never been to Japan.
Never been to Russia.
I've never been to, never been to C-H-l-N-A!
Never own a mobile.
Never own a house.
Never own much anything.
Never travel far.
I never fly, l never fly in the a-i-r!
They've been here Iast night.
Shall I drive you to see Muriel's parents?
It's aIright. l think they'll be fine.
I...
Please hoId, just a second...
Hello?
Samantha?
"Ladies and Gentlemen..."
"we'lI soon be arriving at New Macau Marinetime Ferry Terminal."
"For your own safety..."
"please remain seated until the vassal is properly berthed."
Hello? Yes, Mrs. Lam.
I'm in Macau now.
Oh... they went home already?
It's ok. Bye.
Hey, here.
Fabulous.
What are you thinking?
A lot.
Like what?
Sometimes i feeI that l am not myseIf.
As if there's a mismatch.
I think l've seen this image before.
Αctually everything has happened before.
It has all been scripted.
Scripted?
Some people believe they can change their lives.
And they try their best to do it.
But no matter what, their lives have already been scripted.
Their choices and the results are all pre-destined...
You should say they're all pre-meditative.
Pre-meditative... right.
Yeah, you lose. Punishment.
Hi! Αre you from Hong Kong?
Yes.
My name is Carl.
What's yours?
Do you really love me?
One hundred percent.
How can you prove it?
Now is the proof.
How long will you love me?
What does that mean?
Isn't it scripted already?
Yes. But we don't know what's in the script.
Right! How smart we are!
At Ieast we know it's aII a conspiracy.
Pre-meditative! Conspiracy?
In fact I'm not interested in politics.
But politics is something we must deaI with.
Αs a human being, I cannot ignore it.
I'm talking about resistance.
Resisting the confines our society gave us.
You can only do this. You cannot do that.
You must go through life. . .
...under these circumstances.
There's too much prejudice here.
We're only asking for the life we want to lead.
Without being invaded.
Without being manipulated.
Sorry.
Mom... how are you feeIing?
DiZZy?
I'm at the studying room.
Just now...
Remember to turn off the pager next time.
I'm going to my mother's place.
Can you help me send the film to the shop?
Miss Wu.
Sorry, l've given you a lot of trouble.
SilIy girI.
I'lI go in first.
"Heaven-Cleansed Sands"
Orioles and swallows announce the spring
FIowers and willows reveal the truth
All things have style and rhythm
Shy and delicate;
that's prim and proper people.
FIowers and willows reveal... Jin...
"Raising my cup I ask the bright moon. "
"Bring me my shadow and make us three."
In Li Bai's "Drinking Αlone With the Moon"
"Bring me my shadow and make us three" means
Li Bai, Li Bai's shadow and the moon...
No! Samantha! No.
Leave me aIone!
Samantha! Calm down.
Monitor! Go and call an ambulance.
How're the students?
2803. . . 1 234
Any calls from Flavia?
"...made the strongest speech in years..."
"...directed to the unrest of recent weeks."
Come and look! They're forcing them to leave!
"After the army took control,"
"the people and the students used vehicIes"
"to block the path of the army...
"...at major entrances to the city."
"Some people simply sat on the road"
"and used their own bodies. . ."
"to stop the army vehicles from moving."
"The troops made way"
"to Tiananmen Square"
"in miIitary vehicIes and tanks..."
"...from Iast night to this morning."
"PeopIe gathered and stopped the army from moving."
"At 4 am..."
"the troops are arriving at Tiananmen Square."
"A lot of gun shots were heard."
"Many peopIe were injured. Some of them were killed."
"Only flare bombs were flashing. PeopIe were forced..."
"...to leave under heavy arms."
Miss Wu.
Muriel was sent to Iive with her sister
in Vancouver yesterday.
It was Muriel's father...
who dragged them back from Macau.
Muriel.
Samantha.
Miss, why didn't you help us?
Why didn't you Iend us money to leave?
We thank you a Iot! Please go!
Leave.
I'lI go first, bye-bye.
Bye.
Thank you!
You Iook so thin and tired.
I'm tired. l want to sleep.
This pIace is huge. Great for dogs.
I work very hard nowadays.
3 shows a night. Over 200 dollars an hour.
Αs l decorate this place,
I picture how you'll look in it.
I picked up the furniture from the streets.
Εxcept for Ting Ting's new crib.
I didn't know you did all this.
And you sing for the bar.
You don't know a lot of things.
In fact, i'm 23, not 1 8.
I've been singing for 3 years before, I met Rosa and quit.
I don't know why l always fell for girIs.
I can't even help my students.
I aIways give up when l'm half way through doing something.
If l go on like this, l'Il hurt a lot of peopIe.
Why do you blame yourseIf for everything?
You've tried your best. That's good enough.
No one will bIame you.
I want to make love to you. You can say no.
But don't tell me you're not prepared.
Or you need to think it through.
You can just do what you want when you're with me.
No one will laugh at you.
I don't want to waste my time on a guessing game.
Don't you know you look very beautiful now?
I know you're scared.
But it's time for you to go back and face reaIity.
I'lI be here aIl the time.
I won't kill myself. And l won't suddenly become a nun.
You just want to have an affair with me?
I'm just more patient than other peopIe.
I don't want you to do anything you'lI regret.
It's hope that got me through the hard times.
Didn't you see me work hard? i bought the crib.
I don't just want to sleep, eat and drink with you.
Εveryone has to pay
for what they want in their own way.
My situation is simpIer.
That's why l have the energy to give you confidence.
I'm home.
FIavia, l want a divorce.
FIavia.
What's going on?
Please convince her.
She is not young anymore.
Mom.
Dad, can you calm her down?
I didn't say a word...
when she was fooling around.
And now she asks for a divorce.
I don't need your comfort. i want a divorce.
Yes! l am with somebody else.
I want to get out of here.
Mom.
What do you two want actuaIly?
Aren't you ashamed talking like that in front of your chiIdren?
Aren't you ashamed fooIing around with women
in front of Flavia in the past?
I thought you have a perfect famiIy.
Never thought your have so many secrets with them.
What's wrong with you?
When someone punches you, you should fight, right?
You missed your exams and your make up exams.
You've been expeIled.
I'm the one who's being expelIed, not you.
Patriotism is not a crime.
Release the people of the pro-democracy campaign.
Release Wang Dan.
Release Wei Jingsheng.
You are engaged in an illegal gathering.
This is the Iast warning from the police.
Please Ieave in peace and stop using Ioudspeakers.
Release the people of the pro-democracy campaign.
Release Wang Dan.
Release Wei Jingsheng.
The police have unIimited power. Human rights have been betrayed.
Have you ever heard of "Dog Year"?
What?
Dog Year
The years two women can be together
should be counted in dog years.
Really?
It seems that you're afraid of nothing.
Aren't you afraid that all this would be a waste?
Why don't you ask about Ming and me?
Not asking doesn't mean l'm not jeaIous.
I felI in love with a singer
at the age of 1 7.
I left home and folIowed her.
Three months later, she ran away with a Japanese man.
Leaving without a word. We stil l owed the hotel one month's rent.
She even took the 1 ,000 dollars i had on me.
You want to ask me if i hate them?
My father had a stroke because l ran away.
I can't even telI who was crueIer.
I never care about these things.
Two years ago, l met a woman.
She stole alI my money and kicked me out.
Then l met Rosa.
She was nice to me but l couldn't love her.
I'd bring other girls home, including you.
Then she'll be mad and kick me out.
You're contradicting yourself.
At Ieast l managed to earn some money at the bar.
And l met you.
You'll lose a Iot if you stay with me.
But still you came.
If we can make it quick...
we can still 'make a IittIe love' before going to the bar.
Aren't you afraid l'Il steaI your money and run?
I want to stay here tonight.
There's no class tomorrow. Let's go to Macau to see Jin.
You're being silly again.
When everything's settled, I won't let you go even if you want to.
Leaving without a word is the worst thing to do.
No one wouId want that to happen.
Thank you.
(You are. . .)
(very beautiful today.)
Jin! Flavia! l'm back.
Are you inside?
Why are you so scared?
Can anyone tell me what's happening here?
We're together.
Mom, It's not like that.
Just tell her.
Hold it.
FIavia, is that true?
Now what can you say?
We've been together for three years.
FIavia, go home with me!
Aren't you just escaping from your husband's affairs?
Jin.
Who do you think you are?
FIavia cannot Iive without me.
FIavia...
tell her we are serious.
I can't live without her either.
Come with me.
If you want to Ieave, leave alone. This is my home.
FIavia, stay.
FIavia...
you will never see me again.
Mom.
Jin doesn't mean it.
This is just between us.
Can you stop pushing her?
Jin. l'Il be back. Wait for me.
Let me go! I'll be back.
"Lenny Kwok founded Black Bird twenty years ago."
"This avant-garde musician uses his music..."
"to fight against those in power."
"Black Bird broke up three years ago."
"But Lenny didn't stop his fight."
"I'm old and penniless."
"But why can't I do it?"
"There must be something I can stiIl do."
You seem troubled.
You don't look happy lately.
I'm worried.
Something has happened to me. I don't know how to tell you.
Too much has happened.
Forget about what happened in the past.
It's good that you're back.
I can't be the same anymore.
Do you understand?
How can you pretend that nothing has happened?
I've changed. Can't you see?
It's because I care about you.
You knew about it, right?
I can't give you what you want.
I'm not the kind of woman you want.
Are you in love with someone else?
Is there anything in this home...
that you stiIl care?
Of course there is. l...
I'm in love with a girl.
I know it.
She's the one that you went to visit in Macau.
I checked.
It doesn't matter. She's your friend in high schooI, right?
I saw her a few days ago. She knows that you're fine.
I know that...
something happened to you in the past.
I know about it.
But you're aIl right now. It's not a problem anymore.
I've never changed.
I'm a lesbian. l stilI am.
You shouldn't check on me.
And you shouldn't bother my friend.
She's not the one. It's another girl.
Why did you say that?
I went to see her for your own good.
Don't blame yourself for what she did.
She didn't become a nun because of you.
I've asked her. She said...
she didn't like studying anymore.
And that her destiny is with Buddha.
It has nothing to do with you.
I did it because of you.
You had boyfriends before.
Don't insist that you're a lesbian.
You are certainIy not! Why...
How did you know so much?
I was doing it for...
For me?
Leave me aIone.
Ah Wu, here's you bun.
You stiIl remember?
The surface won't fall off.
You taught me when i was young.
You take this one.
I'lI get another one.
Afraid of getting fat?
Your mother never tried this.
It's been so many years.
You are 30 already.
Just give it to me if you don't want it.
You are back.
Ming.
I want to talk to you.
I took Ting Ting to Mom's pIace.
She said she could take care of her tonight.
There's something i really need to discuss.
There was cheese and lemon flavor at the shop.
I know you like both. lt was a hard decision.
I finally picked the cheese.
Isn't it beautifuI?
Ming.
I realIy want to say...
It doesn't matter what I do.
You won't care.
You bring your daughter to meet your Iover everyday.
What does this mean?
In fact, today is our...
You're a good man. l don't want to lie to you.
You shouldn't lie to yourself either.
Let's...
Let's get a div...
I won't let you mention that word.
Never.
This won't do either of us any good.
Who am I? What do you take me for?
I can't compare to a woman?
Αs long as you don't mention divorce...
you can do whatever you want.
I won't interfere.
I remember. Today is our anniversary.
But that's no use.
I'm sorry.
"Over 800 staff and students"
"from the Hong Kong University"
"asked the ISU"
"and Human Rights Watch"
"to condemn the China Government for alIowing military action"
"against the students."
Ting Ting, be a good girl.
Ting Ting, be a good girl. Finish this.
I want you to Iook at the title of this unit,
and with another student...
I would like you to teIl me what you think it means.
I want you to think about the following.
What are the responsibiIities of a journalist?
Something wrong?
How are you?
I must've gotten a cold
from fooling around with a girl naked.
I just need some sleep.
You fool! How can you stiIl joke about it?
I got all the lyrics wrong this afternoon.
But someone still gave me 200 doIIars tips.
It's a pity l didn't sing tonight.
Maybe there are scouts looking for singers.
SilIy.
Who are you?
I'm Yip.
I'm Ming.
Ho Yuk Ming.
Hello.
Is Ming at the office today?
I'm sorry.
I'm not sure.
Thank you. Bye.
Hello? Jin.
Haven't seen you for a long time, Flavia.
Jin. l'Il be back.
It's me who can't live without you.
Let me go! I'll be back.
Do you want more?
Full already?
There's a lot left. Take some more.
I know Ming has come to see you. l'm sorry.
It doesn't matter. He came because he cares about you.
It takes a Iot of courage.
I felI in love with a girl.
But i need to know one thing.
I'm afraid i may make the same mistake again.
I know you would ask.
I just didn't think it'll take you this Iong
to find your courage.
It's better for me to explain it. So that l can clear my mind.
Εveryone thought I became a nun to escape or for revenge.
You must've thought the same.
That's why you've been blaming yourself and can't forgive yourself.
And coming to see me all the time
to see if i am living weIl.
I was out of line that time.
I moved out suddenly and had a boyfriend.
I was so desperate when you left.
But i knew you were doing it for your mother.
She was forcing you. l didn't want to do the same thing to you.
Jin, so why did you become a nun?
I moved back to the school residence afterwards.
I've been trying to find you.
I finally found your brother after graduation.
He told me you're in Macau.
When I got here, you were aIready a nun.
I left not just because of you.
I was so confused.
I couldn't stay in Hong Kong any longer.
I went to Paris alone that year.
I found some friends who shared the same ideals
and took part in their commune.
But then I discovered that ideal and reality don't mix.
I'd no choice but to leave.
Then l wandered Europe on my own.
I've been beaten and robbed.
Εven...
I was suffering from all kinds of diseases.
Εver since l was small,
I've never been able to attain inner peace.
Not even when l was with you.
Then l met a nun in London.
She saved me.
For the first time,
I felt peaceful.
She brought me back to Macau Iater.
And l knew immediateIy this is my path.
So it's all scripted?
You don't blame me?
Only you can untie your own knot.
Go back. Don't come here again.
I know you'lI never do anything to hurt me.
Where have you been these few days?
One cannot retract what one has said.
I'm giving you one last chance.
Do you want a divorce? Or do you want Ting Ting?
I want both.
Okay. Divorce!
But i'll never give up Ting Ting.
Me too.
You've got that woman. lsn't that enough?
You'd better Ieave.
It was my fault.
But i'll not give up.
We'll go see a lawyer after you recover.
Is it really worth it?
Let me show you something.
There's a kiss that i've not tasted.
There are candles waiting to be lit.
If love is too bitter, add some sugar.
It's aIright even if the guitar is broken.
To hug someone
To kiss someone
The best is yet to come
You can't avoid a mistake.
To have doesn't mean to hoId.
Εven if happiness can end
Pain wiIl not last forever.
If loneIiness is unbearable
Then life will never be easy.
There's a time for laughter and a time for tears.
To hug someone
To kiss someone
The best is yet to come
FIavia is a kind of butterfly.
You're not a butterfly if you can't fly.
If you don't want to get invoIved
If you keep holding up a fist
There's no way we can hold hands.
For the sake of peace and quiet
Isolate your emotion and numb your feelings.
Cause it's unbearable.
There'Il always be uncompromising wounds.
Some regrets you'lI never let go.
The harder you try to forget
The longer the rift will stay.
(Were not we having tears in our eyes)
(through the passing of time?)
To kiss someone
The best is yet to come
The best is yet to come.
Why did you throw away my slippers?
Hey! How's your fever?
Don't change the subject.
I'm asking you, why did you throw away my slippers?
I accidentaIly lost one of them.
So I simply threw out the other one as well.